March 8th, 2006
This will be my last journal entry here. Due to time restraints and for easier access (especially for traveling because I won't have FTP capablities), I will be blogging on http://baldgirl.livejournal.com/ instead of here. I apologize for any inconviences.
March 7th, 2006
Everyone's probably done this: yesterday I thought it was Wednesday (it was actually Tuesday). Around 9:30 am, my son's school calls me, asking how Seth is doing. I said he was fine. "That's great, then why isn't he at school?" After I told her it was because it was Wednesday, she retorted, "As much as I would like the weekend to get here sooner, it's Tuesday today." I told her I'd be bringing him in asap.
Yep, I'm definately going to be keeping track of my days now. Neither my son nor the school attendant would let me forget that the day was indeed Wednesday.
Wedding stuff: I've booked the judge for the ceremony here. I told Thomas that I don't want a reception, and that I don't want to invite anyone other than the two witnesses for it. I figure that we'll be spending enough money in Germany. :) Wow, two more months, and still lots to do.
I'm hoping on filming two perm videos here. One will be a foam perm. I thought that would be fun...kinda like shaving lather in a way.
February 27th, 2006
My son has been asking about having a brother or sister. He says that he doesn't care which one, and that when I told him that he would have to share all his toys, he said he would. When I told him that mommy can't have any more children and that he was going to be the only one, he started to cry. So after the wedding, I will look more seriously into adopting a child around my son's age. I wasn't an only child, but I understand that it can be lonely.
Once I complete this photo set of me shaving Pistol Vegas' head, I really want to work more on my Bad Bambi series. Also, I need to figure out why one of the photos doesn't show up on the site.
February 19th, 2006
I visited the doctor today and found that the lump was a cyst - nothing dangerous, and it would go away if heat is applied. I've had cysts elsewhere on my body, and they sure hurt when they rupture! Okay, that was probably a little too much information there. lol. I promise to try not to do that again. ;)
The chest pain was either how I lifted my son or I sprained it somehow at the gym. The rest was just due to stress and overwork. The rest of me is healthy, yay!
I've been working on my Bad Bambi series. I'll try to get some new photos up soon. I'll be working on the photos of bald Pistol Vegas as a clown soon.
February 14th, 2006
Besides taking care of my son today (he got three shots yesterday, so he was a bit sore today), I took care of DVD orders and I've been working on a gun photo set. Actually several. I posed with many guns in many different outfits that I've been breaking up photos to make sets. Once I finish with this, I'll work on Pistol Vegas' photos. Speaking of her, I hope to make a sliming video with her next month.
I should be going to the doctor soon. I found a lump. I had the same kind before, in the same place, but well, let's just say I'll be getting this one checked out. There's a lot of cancer in my family. I'm sure it's not that -- I'm too young! lol. Yay, right, that's what they all say, don't they? But when I get some free time I'll go. I just hate the needle, cutting open part. I really don't want to get stitches. Not in a so noticable place anyway.
February 4th, 2006
Today was a perfect bread baking day. Because it was freezing outside and because my son has a cold, we stayed inside and played Super Mario World. I finally beat the 3rd castle and am nearly finished in the Forest of Illusions. My son loves playing this game too. I never used to like playing video games when I was younger. While my friends played, I'd either play cards, read a teen magazine, or painted my nails. So now that my son wants to play games with me, I'm supposed to be the expert! lol. Luckily, I can turn to the internet for cheats and guides for when I get stuck.
It was fun making a crockpot meal and homemade bread today. I don't get to do that much as I'm so incredibly busy. But I finished editing Natalie's video. Yay! I've been having some problems getting the DVD to burn properly, so I'll be looking into that tomorrow. The VODs are coming out fine. I'm waiting for the third part's timeline to turn to yellow, so that I can render it. I'm working on a photo set of me in an Indian saari in the meantime.
I found out that my future mother-in-law is making a ring pillow for my son to carry to the alter. That was a sweet surprise. So next time I go shopping, I'll see if I can return the one that I had bought; I no longer have my receipt!
Wow, marriage. I told him that I hope it lasts longer than my last one -- one year. But we get along so well that I don't see that as a problem. :)
January 27th, 2006
That www.hairfetishpersonals.com site is a lot more work than I expected! People are having fun, so that's great. :)
I'm only soaking my belly button in the salt water once a day now. I used to be doing it 3x a day. But I'm so damn busy....
I'm about 8 minutes edited into the Natalie video. Just going through the footage, I see some amazing stuff. I think this is my best one yet. People are going to love this one. Natalie is so regal and full of smiles when her hair is clippered off. Awesome. :)
I'm working on several photo sets for the www.baldgirlz.com site. Very sweet photos. Some bizarre, but very erotic. While editing them, I'm like, wow, that's hot! Yummy....
January 16th, 2006
I'm visiting the gym a couple times a week to work out. I removed my office chair, and in its place is a large excerise ball. That way I can do some ab exercises as I'm working. :)
I fought for two hours on the phone and online with the dating software company. Grrr... It *supposedly* will be installed today. If so, I will be working on it for the next few days. I hope to have it ready by Valentine's Day. (awww....) ;)
While that is going on, I'm working on some photos for a hair magazine. Yep, still working on them.
Also, with some time here and there, I'm working on Natalie's video.
January 3rd, 2006
My son, Seth, just started school. Now I have about three hours to get work done. :) The first video I finished editing was Pistol's Beauty Rountine. In it, she sharpens up her straight-edge razor on a razor strop, applies some hot lather, and shaves her face. Now I'm working on a photo set. It's one that I did a few years ago. Mitch "kidnapped" me, tied me up, cut off my "hair" and buzzed me down with no guard. I wore a wig for this photo shoot, but I did have a few months growth. There's some 170+ photos to go through. I hope to have this set ready for the BaldGirlz site this month. I must confess, I am a bit behind -- I'm getting photo sets done very near the time when they are supposed to go up!
I've got a mountain of email. Some of it dates back from September. I try to spend at least an hour a day on email; answering those who placed orders or have questions about membership and etc. Those who just want to chat with me will have to wait when I have time. Even when I am on the phone, I'm not a big chatter. I'm more of a get-to-the-point kind of person. Maybe if I had more time, maybe I wouldn't mind chatting, but time is a rarity for me, and not something I have much of.
December 27th, 2006
I've been debating whether I should write this journal entry or not. I found out on Christmas that truth is far much more stranger than fiction. For Christmas, we decided to visit some relatives. When I called the hostess in the morning to let her know the exact time of our arrival, she told me that her cat had died, but at first she thought it was sleeping. She said that she had never seen the cat go underneath the Christmas tree, but there it was, sleeping ontop of a present. When she went to move the cat, she found that the cat was dead. She then told me that she washed the blanket the cat was laying on. I was a bit confused of how a blanket got on top of presents so I decided not to press the issue. Instead I told her that animals hide when they are about to hide, so that's why she was under the tree and ontop of the presents.
During dinner while the hostess was in the kitchen, I asked her son if he knew about the cat. He said he didn't, and after I told him what happened, he asked, "Whose present did she die on?" I didn't know, so I asked the hostess. She said that the cat died on her son's child's present, and that she washed her present afterwards...then she buried the cat.
After hearing this, her son whispered, "I doubt that. Do you know about Peanut who died three months ago?" I shook my head no. I mean, I know he died, but I figured that was the end. "He's in the basement. I saw him."
I thought he was kidding. "You're joking. She wouldn't do that."
"She did! He's in a cooler."
I found this very absurd, so I started laughing. Then we began making jokes about her dead cat and dog. The hostess must has heard us as she shouted from the kitchen, "It sounds like you all are having a good time. What's so funny?"
To show her son that he must be crazy, I called out, "Where's Peanut?" Everyone fell silent to wait for an answer.
"In the basement."
"What?!" I asked. "Why did you bury the cat and not him?"
She came out of the kitchen, "Because I didn't want to. I'll bury him in the spring." Then she went back to the kitchen.
Her son looked at me and asked, "Did you see her husband in the coffin?"
"No, I didn't go."
"Then he's probably in the basement too." The whole table burst into laughter.
- There's actually more to this, but I'll leave it at that. This Christmas was truly weird and proves that I'm more sane then some of my family members. (Okay, I do understand about a person wanting to keep their dead animal or spouse with them for a bit longer, and that in the funeral home, parents will actually cradle their dead child. But you shouldn't keep a corpse forever; it's not good for you mentally).
Last night I bought several caps -- hairstyling, shampoo. Vinyl and nylon. I am ordering a clear cape as well.
December 24th, 2006
Merry Christmas and happy holidays! I survived the naked photo shoot in the snow. It was a bit warmer than I expected; a bit warmer than the naked shoot I did in the fall. Odd because there was snow on the ground this time.
I'm eager to start working on Natalie's barbershop haircut and face shave video. The end result will have an old film look, and it will be in wide-screen format.
I got ahold of some chroma-key background and shirt. I have some ideas that I want to try out, but first I'll need to write a script. :) And I'll have to start obtaining stock footage and photos. I want people to think, man, this totally kicks ass, but it gets even crazier when I'm high. lol.
Sadly, I'm going to start sending my son to daycare once again. I have so much work that I need to get done, and it's not fair to him to wait for mommy to play with him. :( At daycare he'll have fun. He'll be going to a different daycare than before as I don't trust the jackasses at the last one.
I've had a request for a video of women in capes. I'll see what I can do. :)
Now I'm going to work on several photos for publication.
December 13th, 2006
Because of internet problems with the computer I write this journal with, I did most of my entries on LiveJournal. Now my internet with back. Yay!
Loulou asked me how my wedding plans were coming along. I have been so busy that I haven't done anything recently until he mentioned it! So I called the marriage license line to find out what is all paperwork is needed to get married. All you need is both people, driver's licenses, social security number, and $100.00. Since I've been divorced, I need to bring my divorce papers too. I know I have them around here somewhere. Hmmm....well, I still have plenty of time to find them. :)
Oh, about that brazilian wax I had. I love it! I feel so smooth still. I think I may keep getting those waxes done. The place I go to is www.BrazilianWaxingStudio.com. Some may be surprised to learn that the most requested service is the brazilian waxing for men! If I wasn't a freverent subscriber to Playboy, I probably would have asked Monica why. But thanks to Playboy, I already knew that this is an increasing popular thing for men.
December 4th, 2006
For those who get to view my webcam, they'll find something looking a bit different. My desk now has two computers sitting on it. Yep, my video work is really taking off so I need more power. (Insert the Tim Allen grunts here). :) I'll probably start using that other computer within a couple weeks.
Over the weekend, we got our family portrait done. Once I get the photos, I'll have to start sending out Christmas cards. Yep, a little late in the season, but wow, I can't believe Nicholastag is in a couple days! Time goes by so quickly!
Oh, back to the family portrait. I wore a wig for that one. People never know how I'm going to look from year to year.
Hopefully within a week or so, I'll finally download photos from my camera phone. There's some cool photos that I want to share. I'll post them here.
November 28th, 2006
I'm getting my sister a road-kill cat for Christmas. It's a Meanie beanie plush toy from series 1 called Road-Kill Kat. I'm sure that once she sees it, she'll wish it was a Road-Kill Kat Surth instead... ;)~ Oh, come on, it ain't that bad. She liked that sort of thing when she was younger.
Okay, different topic -- my favorite pair of shoes all through middle school, high school, and college were construction worker boots. The pair I had up until a few days ago I've had since hs. Yep, they needed to be replaced badly. But when I was shopping, I found a cute pair of sneakers. Totally cute. Black and white with a tiny bit of pink trim. I'll have to take a photo and post it here. I'm probably "too old" to be wearing something like that, but I don't care. :D
November 27th, 2006
I just purchased some new camera equipment online. I figure that I might as well stay in the film business since that's were I'm doing most of my work. A client came over today to view the 2nd draft of her video. Just a few minor changes then I'm done. Yay! I'll have to work on her invoice later today.
My hair is driving me crazy. I think I'm going to start wearing a wig when I go out. I look like an insane homeless freak. I pity my son and fiancee when they have to be seen with me. lol
I'm setting up a couple photo shoots, so I'll be very busy over the next several weekends.
November 22nd, 2006
Thanksgiving is tomorrow and the pumpking pie is cooling in the refridgerator. I made my son grasshopper pie (mint icecream with grahm cracker crust), and my fiancee an almond cake with marzipan frosting. Everything is ready and set for tomorrow. :)
I've been working on two photo sets -- Veronica and me, and of Pistol. These sets will be going up in December, so I don't have much time left!
Christmas presents are now wrapped, and we'll be taking out the tree (a black metal one -- super cool) and other decorations this Sunday. Yep, lots to do. (I still need more Blues Clues and Dora the Explorer books and clothes for him!)
I have a cold and my son has an eye infection. But that's not stopping us at all. :)
After writing this entry, I'm going to download the Natalie video. I have her hair in a bag. Some of it will be given away when people buy her DVD, but most of it will go on eBay soon. I'll start sorting it while the video is downloading.
Hmmm...anything else interesting? Probably, but I can't think of it right now. ;)
November 16th, 2006
Yesterday, we went Christmas shopping, so now I have a small box filled with toys for the 'Toys for Tots'. Once Cub Foods has their donation box out, I'll drop it off there. I was one of those kids who got Christmas presents from strangers when I was younger because my parents didn't have much money. I remember a box for us kids being dropped off right on Christmas morning. I still have the necklace from that one time still today. I can't wear it though as my neck has grown too sensitive for necklaces, but it's a nice keepsake from my childhood. Now that I'm a bit better off than I used to be, I can give back. If I ever become rich, I'll set up a scholarship fund too, as I received a couple of scholarships that helped me through my first semester of college.
Now I'm off to the post office and to bring my son to a class. I hope to work on a photo set of Veronica and me hopefully later today. That set has been sitting on my computer for at least a year! The snake set is almost done, and it has to be done soon if I want to use that snake again for another shoot. :)
My hair is quite wild now. It's getting longer; I'll measure it later. It takes a half of bottle of gel to keep it slicked back. I like to spike my hair, but it drives my fiancee crazy. hehehe. And my son is in on it too. He'll flatten it down. Awww...isn't he cute? ;)
November 15th, 2006
One of my son's favorite books is Where the Wild Things Are by Maurice Sendak. I've already repaired this book twice because I've read it so much to him. I'll be taping it up a bit more after I write this. I'll have to buy him a new book soon. :)
November 9th, 2006
It seems that the democrats won many seats in this election and now hold the majority. Let's see if things get any better...or worse. :)~
I found some time to work on the perm video again. I'm up to eleven minutes so far. I think there's about four hours of footage to go through, so this video might take me awhile. I might take a break from it and look at the video shot of Katharine and me. I think that's only an hour or so. Sometimes when watching footage I yell at my computer, at the camera man who shot the footage, "damn you! why didn't you get this shot?!" Yep, my fiancee enjoys watching me work. He finds it funny. You should hear me when my computer can't keep up with me. He did start to feel sorry for my computer and decided to upgrade me to a new one. (An early Christmas gift. What a sweetie *grin*).
Anyway, I've got a video to shoot this Sunday. This one will be a lot of fun, as not only will she get her hair cut but also a razor shave on her face. Very cool.
Well, back to work for me!
November 5th, 2006
That photo was taken of me yesterday, after the photo and video shoot with Katharine. As soon as I get the perm video edited and released, I'll work on the video of Katharine and me. She was so sweet, she let me be the first one to shave her head. And of course, I'm wasn't going to use an ordinary razor on her head. No way. It had to be my favorite straight-edge. :) I'm sooooo glad I kept looking for a hot lather dispenser the day before, 'cause the hot lather combined with the blade did such a fantastic smooth job on her head. Wait until you all see her. She is so damn hot bald. She's nearly 6' tall, amazing, and bald. She's so going to rock the modeling world. Yay!
Back to the hot lather dispenser. I went through three of them until I found one that worked. :) And I think I called about a dozen stores to find one. From now on, all my shaves will include hot lather and a hot towel. :)
I think I'm doing quite well with the straight-edge. So well in fact that my fiancee let me shave his penis and sack with it. (Brave man, huh?) One of my fans sent me a photo of Madonna shaving some guy's cock with the straight-edge, so I showed him the photo and said, "I could do that." And I did. Hehehe. Photos were taken too.
October 30th, 2006
Happy Halloween, Happy Samhain! To celebrate, here is a sexy photo of me from August.
I threw a 1950's housewife's dress in the washer and dyer today. Oops. The underskirt sure tore easy. So hopefully sometime next month I'll be able to fix it. I really ought to learn that not everything is machine washable (damn it). :)~
We got our flu shots the other day. My son did really well. He didn't cry. That kid is so amazing sometimes. There's a hockey rink at one of the parks here, and I took him there today. He really wants to play hockey and skate like the teenagers. Very cute. He fell down a lot, but got up everytime to try again. He is definately making progress with his skating. (I think it helps him to see me fall a couple times so he knows that falling is okay and it can happen to anyone).
I gave my guy a haircut today. Just minor touch-ups really as it's getting colder here. My son watched me clipper his hair, so once I was done with my fiancee, my son hopped up onto the chair and asked for a haircut too. I started around his ears, then he said, "I'm done." I laughed and told him no, he's not, and that I need to finish it otherwise it'll look funny. So I got around both ears done and then he left to take a shower too. He got a little mad that I wouldn't let him buzz his own hair himself. I had a spare clippers that I let him play with, and he did manage to cut a couple of chunks off the top already. I told him once it's summer, he can cut his hair anyway he wants. But for now he needs his hair 'cause he's going to be playing in the snow, and I don't want him catching cold.
October 29th, 2006
I would like anyone complaining that I don't respond to their emails right away to shut up for a moment and think about what all I have to do everyday. First I have a child who must come first, but sadly sometimes I park him in front of the tv for a hour just so I can get a bit of work done. I have dishes to wash, meals to make, beds to match, laundry to do, DVD sales to attend to, videos to edit, and videos to set up, which requires me to contact models, the photographer, the videographer, the location, and the barber. I've got to call and email several times to make sure everyone can be there. Also, I have four websites to run, three yahoo groups to manage, two message boards to take care of, three+ journals to write on, and touch up photos in PhotoShop. Usually everyday, I'm running to the post office or taking my kid somewhere where he needs to go. I DO NOT have family around me to watch my kid. I DO NOT have my fiancee's family around here either. I have very few friends now because I can't go out like I used to. I have major problems with babysitters so I don't have any. I RARELY get out because of so much work I must do! I have people looking forward to my Bad Bambi series. I'm supposed to have send out photos to a couple of magazines for publication. I have not written anything for publication for two years! My own personal life is on hold at the moment. Certain people who just want to chat with me in emails don't seem to understand that I AM busy!!! Grrr!!! I don't even model anymore because I don't have the time. *sigh* Now I understand why people just leave. They don't tell anyone where they are going and they just drop everything and start a life somewhere else.
So the point I'm trying to make -- if you just want to chat or whatever, I WILL get to your email, but you'll have to be patient. I get over 100 emails a day. This does NOT include what I get in my spam box. I have to go through my spam box too because yahoo can be too picky and throw people's email in there too. Unlike other sites, the model does not answer her emails -- instead the male websmaster does, pretending to be her. If you want me to answer your emails, then, I'm sorry, you will have to wait. If you want a quick response, I'll try to find some guy to pretend he's me and answer your email for me. IMHO, I'd rather prefer not to do the latter.
Okay, *breathing in deeply*, enough of that. I'm getting closer of finishing the draft DVD for a client. I just need to finish her voice over and then add the music. I'm setting up a haircutting video where Natalie gets a pixie haircut, gets hit by a pie, and then the barber shaves her face with a straight-edge razor. I hope to film that video on the 12th of November. So far that date works well with me and her; now I have to contact everyone else.
I'm getting to the point where, nevermind.
I visited the Outsiders and Others gallery yesterday to see my work. Yuri told me that City Pages did a review of my work. I picked up a copy today, and I loved what they wrote. I'll find the direct link to it later and add it to my Bad Bambi page.
October 24th, 2006
The photographer who owed me photos, finally sent them. Of course, there are several photos that I know he took of me that he didn't include, but at this point, I no longer care. I'm just happy he finally sent the ones that I truly wanted. Those photos are of a sexy Latino man reshaving my head bald. Should I mention that I was naked at the time? Hehehe. If I wasn't already taken...ohhhh, he is sooo delicious.
